What is your twin flame story?
Last Updated: 21.06.2025 00:12
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
What I saw in him ,
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
I wish you nothing but the very best
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None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
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He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
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Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
Well,
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
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It was in my happiest era
Everything had gone.
I felt beautiful inside n out
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
When you're loved right, you bloom!
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At this moment,
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
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( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
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When he realized who he was,
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You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
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We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
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Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
To my surprise,
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
Didn't put any thought into it,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
NOW,
But now,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
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SO,
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We became each other's focus project and aim.
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
I will always love you.
It's like my blood pressure was high
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Forever n ever n ever!
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
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It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
The panic was real,
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
I know you've accepted this love .
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
I never lost words to say to him
This was happening fast
I have no regrets 😊 😊
He complained about me messing up his life ,
N though, you might not know about tfs,
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
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Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
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Blessings
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
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He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
He questioned why I loved him,
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
Still,it didn't work.
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
U understand who we are in your own way
Like a wild fire spreading fast
I don't even know how to explain it,
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Live long !!
That I was a beautiful woman
Love n light.
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
My body temperature unbalanced
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The replacement was my lookalike